I crumbled into a heap of tears when I saw the number.
282.
Compared to my two previous pregnancies, this is my highest HCG number. We were thrilled, relieved, happy and terrified. The first big hurdle of many to come. Now, to calm my anxieties for the second HCG test 48 hours later. The number is supposed to at least double and that did not happen with my other two pregnancies, resulting in early ultrasounds, extra blood tests and a lot of extra worry. Anxiously waiting one more dreaded hour for the results to come through the lab and there it was.
636.
In that instant the weight and misery of infertility and pregnancy loss lifted off of me, leaving me with happiness. In that moment the stress on our marriage dissipated and there we were, sitting together as a happy husband and wife with a lot of hope.
So, here we go. Our first ultrasound will be at 7 weeks. Our due date is November 16. Please baby, hang in there. Be our rainbow baby. We love you already.
Great numbers! Fingers crossed for you ❤
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thank you!!
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That’s such great news! Congrats, you are in my thoughts. Wishing you strength as I know the waiting game will continue to be hard!!
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Congratulations!!! Praying this is your take home baby!
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Me too! Thank you!
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Wishing you all the best! X
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